Sunday, October 19, 2008

Why bullying was my problem?

I’d never go somewhere with my friends because I’ve always been bullied even at work, the only friend I’ve had is the one who told me about the dairy but she was always busy. Her mother died, so the household things were on in her hands. Even my friend was bullied, we were a very quiet persons and I was more that she was because I have this nonsense of; I’m not speak to people unless they came and spoke to me but when your been bullied far too long that’s how you became and with a low self-esteem it get even worse. Much worse because you began to see your friends and people like tools; if I need you, I will use you and if not I leave you there. But I’m getting better, with the help of my Lord Jesus of course.

Testimony Part 1

It beings when a friend set me a blind date with the brother of her fiancé. This person was a member of a charismatic prayer group; know in a youth charismatic prayer group. His name is Lawrence, we decided to have a soft drink somewhere and he began to spoke about Jesus, his prayer group and a session called healing service. I was bored but at the same time interested, let me explain why, in those days I’ve practiced witchcraft, tarot cards, black and white magic, so imagine water with fire, they can’t be together. We continue to frequent each other and one day Lawrence invites me to go in this healing service at Mdina, it was held in Saturday. So I went and was very surprised, I never knew it was very different from the religious things that I used to know. The music was wonderful; (I’m a lover of music by the way) the praise, and the worship, like Jesus was there in front of them. But something inside prevent me from being joyful like them and I was very afraid. After a week we were on a date again and while eating an ice cream Lawrence spoke to me again about Jesus while he was talking I felt that God send Lawrence to bring me back to him, somehow Lawrence noticed and he asked me what was wrong and I told him what I felt, so he asked me to go with him at his prayer group in Friday evening, I really liked the music so I said yes. The next healing service was in September at the church of Our Lady of Lourdes in Paola. In those days I had a problem with my elbow, it gave me a great pain when I put on top of the table. I’ve been healed from that healing service, I didn’t ask but Lawrence knows that I was in pain and he prayed on my elbow.

Testimony Part 2.

3 months had passed since I decided to go these prayer meetings and even healing services. They were very nice and interesting but my situation hadn’t changed. I’ve always had that feeling of fear ness. It was October; we had a healing service in Valletta at the church of Our Lady of Mount Carmel. It was nearly finished the healing service when Lawrence asked me to pray on me, I accepted but when he started with a certain language known as the gift of tongues, I didn’t fill comfortable, the fear ness started to increase and I had a (so called) resting in the spirit. When I woke up I asked Lawrence what happen and he explained to me what is. He said: "there is noting to be afraid of, sometimes when the Holy Spirit came upon us, our body can’t handle it so we fall, but in a way that He will not harm you". Lawrence add saying I had a healing from past hurts too. It was always been the same when we go on a healing service or a prayer meeting until on February 2000 me and Lawrence, decided to pray together and same as usual, I had another healing from past hurts, suddenly I heard Lawrence asked me a question; "do you what to give your life to Jesus?" and I said yes. From that day on I never had and other healing from past hurts but a very joyful moments, praising like I never used to, a wonderful peace and most of all a great Love, that love I’ve always searched for, a very life to the full and abundant. (John 10:10)

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Why Blogspot?

For those who ask, why this blogspot name is “Why Butterfly?” I am going to explain it very soon.

I did this blogspot for a purpose. This purpose is to make my first step to say my testimony how I meet Jesus. Yes! I’m a Christian, a roman catholic to be exact. I was afraid to tell my story, I didn’t know why but I knew that I need to do something. It’s impossible to keep it a secret because it is wonderful what the Lord has done to me. I’m always thankful. My testimony is like a chain reaction, I’ve tried to make it short, sorry if I wrote to long. I did my best :).

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Butterfly

The four stages lifecycle

Mating Common Buckeye Butterflies
Unlike many insects, butterflies do not experience a nymph period, but instead go through a pupal stage which lies between the larva and the adult stage (the imago). Butterflies are termed as holometabolous insects, and go through complete metamorphosis.
Egg
Larva, known as a caterpillar
Pupa (chrysalis)
Adult butterfly (imago)